Having someone look you in the face and tell you a straight up lie hurts more than anything I’ve ever felt. It says hey I don’t respect you enough to give you the truth you deserve. Most of the time I just keep my mouth shut and let it eat me up from the inside. […]
I’m tired of the everyday routine. I want to be thrown out of it. I want to feel bliss and beauty. I want to be ravished and appreciated. Even just for a moment. I want love and complete trust. I’m sick of assuming that everything out of anyone’s mouth is BS. But more often than […]
I imagine if you were to take a peek inside my mind, it would look like something on the show Hoarders. Chaos. Shit everywhere. Not one organized thought. I’ve got so much on my mind and every time I try to express myself I feel like I am not getting my point through. Typing it […]
Someone told me something the other day that physically made me sick. It’s like their words wrapped around my heart and squeezed it so hard I could barely breathe. These words left me feeling small, insignificant and used. I find it crazy that I let such a thing consume my emotions. I was angry, I […]
You deserve better.
I’m not the girl you fall in love with. I’m the girl that helps you fall in love with yourself. I’ll be there when you’re at your lowest, to help build you up and feed you words of encouragement all along the way. I’m the girl that will always be your best friend because I […]
Never feel pathetic for the love that you give just because it isn’t returned. You are rare because the harsh world hasn’t ruined your heart yet. You’ll meet someone one day that will take in all of you and appreciate you for everything that you are. Keep your head up, your heart full and […]
You can only blame yourself. I am the only reason I smile. The only reason I cry. The only reason I become insecure and run away. No one has done this to me; I have done it to myself. You allow these emotions to take over and run your life. I don’t get upset with […]
Tell me what you’re really afraid of. Not being enough.
It’s like my life is a movie and I am sitting out in the theatre seats, munching on my popcorn and yelling “Jenn, what the fuck are you doing” over and over again at the screen. So what the fuck are you really doing Jenn? I have sat around and whined and bitched for the past 3 […]